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105. Life is uncertain
Friday, March 16, 2012
So many things happened in a week. Farewells, I never liked it.& funeral. I bet no one in this world like funeral.  It was a funeral for a friend, a high school friend of mine. I've never attended any funeral for any friend, this girl is the first. I was really shocked waking up with a bbm message saying that "Ju Fone passed away", I thought it was some rumours in the first place. Checked Facebook, saw hell lots of wall posts asking her to rest in peace and I still didn't want to believe it. I kept scrolling down until I saw her sister / cousin posted saying that she passed away because of her asthma attack.  This is the girl. We were classmates during Form 3. It's the year that I had the most fun in my Secondary. I think the class that we were in, 3 Kenanga, was the most happening class in the whole form. Shits that we did together, uncountable. Bringing phone to school every single day and text under the desk. Chit chatting in the class before lining up outside the class every morning. Always rushing and copying homework or project. Cheat in every single exam, without fail. The whole class did it together. Got a few Maths teacher pissed off. One cried but all of us were too 'busy' to give a damn, she walked out the class and never came back in. The class was celebrating. :3 "Shan ahhhh~" This is how you used to call me in class. Calling Alyna and I 金兰姐妹. You have asthma, you don't do sports and I'm not a sports person. I'm always giving reasons not to do sports and you're always helping me during PE or house practice, I mean giving me ideas of excuses. Getting demerit from the prefects for not zipping and buckling our pinafore or baju kurung. Your laugh. It's something really epic. Memories :') There are a lot more, it's just too much to be listed out. Actually I haven't been seeing her after high school and I seriously never thought that I won't be seeing her any more because all these while she was totally fine with her asthma. Sigh. "Death is not extinguishing the light; it is only putting out the lamp because the dawn has come." May you rest in peace, Fone. Will never forget the way you used to call me. :) Nobody can deny death, everyone has to face death. xoxo, 4:11 AM |