Thursday, December 30, 2010

People are talking about me using him* (you know who, coughs). Not only the people around him, the parents think so too.

Okay, if I were to use him, I can just say "Yess, I love you hun. I can be your girlfriend." or some shit like that and I can get everything. Not only his heart, he can bring me to anywhere and everywhere since my mom trusted him, I can talk to him 24/7, I can have his laptop, I could win his parents heart etc etc. INSTEAD, I said "NO". It's a no that fucks my life upside down & inside out. Instead of getting all the above, I lost everything. So, you people call this as using? Great mann.

About me, using him as my transportation. Hey, I can go tuition alone and all by myself, so you think I can't live without someone driving me here and there ei? If you know me well, you should know that I'm not that princess kind of girl kay. Ya lar, I'll melt when I stand under the sun but my umbrella has UV protection one lo. -o-'

If you were to say I'm using him as my ATM, sorry la I pay him back for everything one lo. & I never asked him to buy me anything except for my fluffy from Toy 'R' Us.

I'll admit that I'm occupied by him. I'm just not used to it when I don't see him so often, we're not talking to each other like how we used to but I swear I'll get myself use to it. All I need is just time.

Oh yea! Bitches, I got five fingers and the middle one is for ya'll ;)

xoxo,
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