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Shit happens.
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
No, I don't look like this now. This photo was taken last year. Hah.
August is coming to an end. I've been through hell towards the end of August 2011. I foresee this year's isn't any better. Most of my friends are leaving. One left and another 3 is leaving this weekend, just this month itself. Tho my closest ones are still here with me but sooner or later, they'll be leaving to further their studies too. It's really sad that everyone thinks it's not good enough to study in Malaysia. I thought Malaysia Boleh? :( Birthday month is coming up and it's weird that I'm not looking forward to it at all? September, it was supposed to be a very happening and joyful month to me. How it was supposed to be, if... So many things running in my head, so many things I wanna rant, so many things. But I can't just rant it here in public and I've got no one to turn to. People will get sick of your same old story. People will run out of words to comfort you. Shit happens, what to do. Insomnia is being a bitch to me. I slept for only 2 hours. Bad headache, heavy eyelids, tired body. It's not that I don't want to sleep or because of the internet but I just can't seem to put myself to sleep. Sigh. Enough of ranting, kbye. 就像來不及許願的流星,再怎麼美麗也只能是曾經. xoxo, 9:28 AM 106. Reminising
Thursday, May 24, 2012
 There comes a point you have to make sure you are being fair to yourself. It's my loss, losing a friend like you. I'm just too sick of all the rumors and bullshit judgements I get because of you. Only you know how much I actually care when I say I don't give a damn bout it. "Once you walk in someone else's shoes, you will begin to understand", so I guess we have to walk in each other's shoes to understand but that's kinda impossible. I know I'm not perfect but if you think everything that you've done is all right, get your head straight and rethink please. :) I'm a typical human, I'm selfish, I only care bout my own feelings more than others. What about you? Aren't you the same? Jealousy, assumptions, miscommunications, misunderstandings. Memories they soon delete. I hope we'll still remember each other in the end. "Karma is a bitch." "I don't believe in karma. Even if karma really exist, I believe God sent me here to be the karma." I don't think so. Alright, too much. Peace out! :)
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xoxo, 3:33 AM 105. Life is uncertain
Friday, March 16, 2012
So many things happened in a week. Farewells, I never liked it.& funeral. I bet no one in this world like funeral.  It was a funeral for a friend, a high school friend of mine. I've never attended any funeral for any friend, this girl is the first. I was really shocked waking up with a bbm message saying that "Ju Fone passed away", I thought it was some rumours in the first place. Checked Facebook, saw hell lots of wall posts asking her to rest in peace and I still didn't want to believe it. I kept scrolling down until I saw her sister / cousin posted saying that she passed away because of her asthma attack.  This is the girl. We were classmates during Form 3. It's the year that I had the most fun in my Secondary. I think the class that we were in, 3 Kenanga, was the most happening class in the whole form. Shits that we did together, uncountable. Bringing phone to school every single day and text under the desk. Chit chatting in the class before lining up outside the class every morning. Always rushing and copying homework or project. Cheat in every single exam, without fail. The whole class did it together. Got a few Maths teacher pissed off. One cried but all of us were too 'busy' to give a damn, she walked out the class and never came back in. The class was celebrating. :3 "Shan ahhhh~" This is how you used to call me in class. Calling Alyna and I 金兰姐妹. You have asthma, you don't do sports and I'm not a sports person. I'm always giving reasons not to do sports and you're always helping me during PE or house practice, I mean giving me ideas of excuses. Getting demerit from the prefects for not zipping and buckling our pinafore or baju kurung. Your laugh. It's something really epic. Memories :') There are a lot more, it's just too much to be listed out. Actually I haven't been seeing her after high school and I seriously never thought that I won't be seeing her any more because all these while she was totally fine with her asthma. Sigh. "Death is not extinguishing the light; it is only putting out the lamp because the dawn has come." May you rest in peace, Fone. Will never forget the way you used to call me. :) Nobody can deny death, everyone has to face death. xoxo, 4:11 AM 104. Mixed
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
 So, it was my brother's convocation last Saturday in One World Hotel. After 4 years looking at him stressing over exams, taking every single exam so seriously until he lost his appetite, burning mid night oil, worrying bout his studies and he managed to maintain his results for 4 years (this is some shit I'm trying to do, still trying. Zzz)  As a good sister *lifting eyebrows*, I got him a bouquet of blue roses. It was really expensive because his convo was 2 days before Valentine's Day. -o-  With Mommy & Daddy <3  #Foreveralone :'(  I look really pale because I was sick but this photo is a limited edition 'cause it was mommy who asked to take (she never liked taking photos because she thinks she's fat and she looks old -.-')  AVRIL LAVIGNE'S BLACK STAR TOUR WAS ZE BOMB. For those who went, you should know how awesome it was and for those who didn't, you just missed something awesome in your life. BUT honestly speaking, Avril's The Best Damn Tour was better and more awesome. and both her previous guitarist, Evan Taubenfeld and her current guitarist, Steve Fekete are so hawt zomg! but Steve is way way wayyyyyy hotter in person than photos :P  Avril and Evan should just get together! :P EVAN, Y U NO COME TO KL WITH AVRIL! T___T  I didn't know she has a tattoo on her ribcage until that day I was so near to her. Well, not that near but near enough to see this tattoo. :P It's really nice. If only my parents allow, I want a tattoo on my right ribcage >=(  A very very big thank you to Jason for the ticket :) K, until now I still can't believe that the concert is over! :'( xoxo, 2:35 AM 103. Petronas CNY Photography Contest
Wednesday, February 01, 2012
Petronas is organizing a Chinese New Year photography contest and the contest started on 17th January 2012 and it ends on the 12th of February 2010. Photos of winners will be exhibited at the Galeri Petronas and of course, winners will get prizes too! Prizes to be awarded are: 1st Prize - RM2000 2nd Prize - RM1000 5 Consolation Prizes - RM500 & stand a chance to win RM288 if you get the most likes for your photo on the day. All you need to do is join the photography contest and here are the steps. Firstly, go to Petronas' Facebook page, then click the ENTER button on your bottom right.  Secondly, click on the PHOTO SUBMISSION  Thirdly, select any of the categories.  After that, upload your photo with a creative title click UPLOAD when you're done.  The steps to join the photography contest are really simple and the contest is ending on the 12th of February. So people, be quick! Join the photography contest now!  Attractive prizes awaiting you yo! :) Here's my photo for the contest.  Fireworks; on every Chinese New Year. :) Photo credit: OC We gathered, we laughed, we played firecrackers and fireworks till we hurt ourselves :(, being jakun in the middle of the night, & WE HAD LOADS OF FUN. :) Last but not least, check out the 4 different versions of Petronas CNY commercial video in 2012. xoxo, 1:36 PM |